有没有这样的经历？电脑里存了好些老照片，每次要点开那些文件夹又犹豫，然后想，算了还是不看了，于是很久很久都没有翻过那些照片。

不是因为懒，是不忍心去看。也不是因为怕看到过去的自己觉得老了，而是怕美好的时光都散了却回不去的那种孤独感。有一张跟vicky的合影，是我毕业的时候在UCL大门口，她永远是很笃悠很平和的样子，像只猫一样眯着眼睛，从来都没有变过。小宝，我们倒是很少合影。一路上都一起走来的人，或者那些曾经一起走过的相见恨晚的人，总是比较特别；偶尔切断时间跳到过去，会觉得很不忍心，不知道为什么。

我一直觉得坐在一起回忆过去是件残忍的事情，因为大家多会感叹‘那个时候多开心啊。’说到‘那个时候’，感慨涌上来，心里很堵，说不出来，也不知道原因。

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非常偶然遇到电影《the brave one》，被秒的很彻底。
中间的独白：I always believed that fear belonged to other people. Weaker people. It
never touched me. And then it did. And when it touches you, you know…
that it’s been there all along. Waiting beneath the surfaces of
everything you loved.

最后的独白：There is no going back, to that other person, that other place. This thing, this stranger, she is all you are now.

片尾曲：Sarah McLachlan – Answer

I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can’t look down

If it takes my whole life
I won’t break, I won’t bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all gone out
You’ll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to a Place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight

If it takes my whole life
I won’t break, I won’t bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
‘Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
When the stars have all burned out
You’ll still be burning so bright

Cast me gently Into morning
For the night has been unkind

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我的：紫（号称紫杉龙王嘛），绿，灰，黑，宝蓝

今天突然想起老张老陆炖得胡萝卜鸡了。正好家里一堆土豆，炖上，咕嘟咕嘟那个牛肉汤，那个香味啊~~~

我堕落堕落堕落
去学习吧，学完了犒劳一下自己。其实昨天已经犒劳过了，大犒劳了。我总是在发奋之前犒劳自己的。

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他真囧。
我真阴暗。啊哈哈哈。
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